Default Mode Still Dysfunctional.
I have been positively miserable over the past two weeks. I don’t know what triggered this, but I am seriously desperate to get out of this slump soon.
Today was an incredibly bad day. I forgot to print out a paper due today, so I had to rush home, upload the paper to my account, rush back to school, print it out and then go for class, all within a half hour gap. I skipped my 7.30 math class because I was busy crying until 3am last night for no apparent reason.
I slept through three full classes today. I am either that tired, or that depressed that I can’t be bothered. And as usual, I want to go home.
My PS3 got bricked about 5 minutes ago. I don’t know if it’s overheated or what (have you seen the number of vents located on that thing?) because I placed it too near to the TV and it blocked one of the air vents or whatever. When I start it up it gives me garbage on the TV. I’m giving it another half hour before I ask for an exchange from the guy.
I’m feeling extremely anxious and depressed. I think partially because it’s only a day left and the bids on my Sony MiniDV handycam isn’t as high as I’d like it to be. I was hoping that selling the handycam might offset the cost of the PS3 completely. I’ve made a tidy profit selling off my Wacom 4×6 (my cousins apparently had loads of unused Wacoms sitting around the house, so they gave one to me) and I was hoping that the Wacom would pay for my future PS3 games. I seriously don’t want to make a $350 loss on my handycam. I’d rather keep it myself.
I have two motherfucking long papers to write, and a Psychology midterm coming up on Thursday. The week after that would be yet another Psych midterm and another one after that. Christ. I suppose it’s really my fault for stocking up on so many courses, but even if I dropped Film Studies I’d still have no time. I’ve spent the least time on Film Studies - it’s the Psych courses that are killing me.
I’ve learned my lesson and reverted back to 20 credit hours. Taking the Holocaust, Statistics, Abnormal Psych and Language Endangerment/Death. I’ve also made a point to check ratemyprofessors.com to get more interesting teachers this time.
