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Insecure.
Once again.
Sheesh.
Won’t it ever go away?
I don’t need you. I keep telling myself that.
AMPUTATEDOMG
Another strange dream.
I think it must’ve been reading a little too much ‘Memoirs of a Geisha’ late into the night… In the book, Nobu actually has a severed arm. So yeah, it’s a stump.
I dreamt that Anjali had her right arm severed. Something along the lines of bone cancer. At first the amputation was above the elbow, then as the dream progressed, it began to move down the elbow and finally only her hand was severed. Then I dreamt of Jeanne… haven’t seen her in a long while.
Was still in that funky school-like building. Dreamt of that place for quite a while now.
…
Every now and then I get a gentle reminder why I hate being active in forums.
EDIT: What a terrible day today.
Women.
Had another weird dream.
I think because Pea told me she dreamt that she failed her A’ level exams made me dream of that too.
I was summoned into class by Razal, and she had ‘hints’ on what our grades on the A’ level exams would be like. Was in the room with Hafizah and Zulia.
Eh… she told me I was ’superior inferior’ [or was it the other way around?], something like I had too much confidence and was actually a big loser. I remembered at that moment I already had my driver’s license, and the outside of the room looked like the airport from Cast Away. Then she told Hafizah she didn’t do very well either, saying something about her being a party girl. Hafizah banged her head on the table and said ‘I’m not a party girl’.
… Yeah.
Anyway… went out with Pea and Gwen yeaterday. Jeanne couldn’t make it. Walked around from… 2.30-10pm? Yeah, the stamina of women also suprises me. Gwen bought an Adidas pullover for 158 bucks, Pea bought some Underworld book for $14, and I had to go buy a pen refill for my sis for $2.30.
Pea spent the most on food, though. Gwen was on a diet.
And Pea was so crazy over Underworld: Evolution, when I told her I had the Underworld DVD, she flipped. Came over to my house to borrow the DVD. Took a bus that would take her an hour to reach home. O___o
Meeting Priya on Saturday! Can’t wait. Whee!
Taking my driver’s theory lesson today… Ugh. Something about it just makes my stomach churl.
LOLZDEADED
Had the weirdest dream.
Dreamt that Adrian Brody was teaching math in school. Couldn’t decide whether to stand up or sit down. And when he stands up, shit, he’s tall.
He was teaching in a huge auditorium, with golden naked women statues and everything. Had a huge chandelier on the top.
He couldn’t teach math, so he gave us some weird crap to do. Then he said ‘Forget it’ and left. Turns out he was some sort of relief teacher with us for 22 weeks. O_o
When we stepped out, the whole school was… so weird. Orange and purple, with staircases that lead everywhere. Wound up going through a whole lot of stairs and ended up in Dumbledore’s bedroom or something. Recognized the huge slippers.
Heh. King Kong meets Harry Potter meets Thief: The Dark Project (Constantine level) meets the Phantom of the Opera.
Manners
Day after New Year’s. Naturally shopping malls will be swimming with people. Mom said we could just stay at home, because there were so many people outside. Wouldn’t be a pleasant experience.
Mom took us out today.
I hate humans. With a vengeance.
Was queuing up to buy some goodies, and lines were long. People had to cut through the queue in order to get to the other side of the store.
The people who said ‘excuse me’ were minimal. They just wait next to you and expect you to move. If you had said ‘excuse me’, there’ll be a lot more space for you to manuveuer. But no, you have to squeeze in through the cracks.
Another thing at Yoursite.nu. Some asshole decides to spam the tagboard for reviews, and guess what, the site doesn’t work! Then s/he has the gall to tell me “It was down for 10 mins jeeze its back up.” Well, I do command you for your ability to capitalize words.
STUPIDNESS.
